So Long Sweet Summer...

so im finally 21. thats crazy. i had one whole drink when we went out. lol....  other than that ive decided not to have birthdays anymore. nope. no more. they always suck because people try too hard.  and then of course yesterday i felt like i was being stabbed between the eyes. and dizzy. boo... so everyone at work thought i was a drunk... but i really was feeling bad :(
i watched hot fuzz too. that movie rivaled super troopers. srsly.
anyway, i had a dream about customer service skills and the consumerist. lol. i was at a mcdonalds and some guy was chewing up an egg and spitting it onto a piece of toast... and then he used a dollar for cheese. and no one saw anything wrong with this. the management was just like oh our spit isnt contaminated!!! so i ran out screaming "IM NEVER GOING TO EAT HERE AGAIN AND IM CONTACTING CORPRATE AND THE CONSUMERIST!!"
LOL.
crazy even invades my dreams.

there are spoilers. because im done. and filled with tennybopper chagrin.

so... i had a dream that i was pregnant, and in the process of popping out the thing...
and before i left to go to the hospital... i jumped on lj and posted to _twatlight:
OMG BBS. I AM HAVING A BABY. IM GOING TO NAME IT NESSIE CULLEN.

idk whats more disturbing... me having a baby or ME DELAYING MEDICAL CARE TO POST TO TWATLIGHT.
jesus christ. lol.

I suck at updating!
So, I hate being at the receptionist desk at work. It sucks so hard because I'm front line for the stupid. Anyway, stuffs is good. I saw tdk on saturday with justin and topher and steve.... I never go out! Lol anyway, tdk was amazing and heath def was unbeliveable. So steve is going to sell me his iphone.... I know! I'm a hypocrite! I'm not getting rid of the berry just retiring it for a bit...
Breaking dawn is out on friday and of course I'm going to a release party. I got my super super day-glo why so sullen edward cullen shirt a few days ago so I'm going to twat up the b+n... Lol. I have less than nothing to do this week so I'm rereading those horrendous books. Chagrin. Dazzle. Topaz. Marble. Lol.
I stretched my ears this past week too... Up to 4g now yay :) buying plugs is like my absolute obsession lately! Hehe....
In other news I've officially lost 2 pants sizes and 2 shirt sizes and 21 lbs.yay. Only a fucking hundred more lbs to go till I get to my goal. Blah.
I think that's pretty much it besides hoping I get wotlk beta! Wow just doesn't have the same apeal anymore and I have NO time to play anyway. I wish it was still before bc :( I miss rading and doing hakkar and shit... Le sigh.

general gist of the sittuation.
stupid guy: hi asl
me: who is this???
stupid guy: from xpeeps.
me: ok. *gives asl*
stupid guy: horny??
me: WTF??
guy: sign off.

after googling his sn he is a 23 yr old virgin.
HMMMM I WONDER WHY.

so i sent him a message saying "you know, if you ever want to get leid you need to treat girls like human fucking beings not just vaginas. grow up, srsly you are EPIC FAIL."

butt out.
your a bitch. we all know that. my husband and i are trying to have a peaceful visit with my grandmother.
we do NOT need you screaming to whoever you have on the phone that your going to "CALL THE ANIMAL BOARD" (first of all wtf is that) because justin is trying to walk cisco.
just because you let your dog run around like a fucking crazy untrained animal doesnt mean that we need to!!!

twilight moms says theres going to be this:





and that makes my FUCKING LIFE!!!! long have I complained that there is a severe lack of SAAB's in twilight. the other half of the sweedish car making empire is represented (volvo) but no love for my little aeroplanes :p
the fact thats an '08 vert makes me squee.
so rpattz + saaby = squish.


yeah so i want that car.

so... things is good i guess.
we got a new oven... umm work still is mild suck but i can deal with it (i guess if i have to!)
allergy season is currently ripping me a new one :'( i have never ever been this bad :'(!!!!!!
so, a month + later my WoW account still sits dormant... idk what im going to yet. stormrage doesnt feel like home anymore. half of me wants to transfer seraph and addrine and try to find a new home... buuttt not sure how well that would go over :( the other half of me wants to just roll new toons on an RP realm but all of these guilds are on BT and MrT and i would nevereverever catch up.
the other half wants to leave my account the hell alone. i have too much on my plate but it miss it so much :(

i love training.
yesterday I had a dealer training which included samsung, motorola, nokia, HTC, and of course RIM. :)
they ALL gave away $200+ phones. how fucking sweet is that.
so i say to topher yesterday morning "oh yeah if i win a blackberry ill give you my old one"
LO AND FUCKING BEHOLD, i win a blackberry curve!!! i srsly almost peed myself!!!
so, same phone, different packaging + WIFI... which i desperately wanted so my shittastical speakers dont bzzz when i bring my phone close!!
so now me and justin match. its awesome.

my oven smells like burning plastic/death when we use it. im fairly certain its giving me some kind of incurable disease.
should i drive to landlords house and slap him? y/n?


UGHH... i just want my shake and bake chicken!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mother has an adorable dog... But I can't belive what an irresponsible owner she is...
She would let the dog stalk the parakeet like roadrunner/ cyote... And while that was cute and the bird would fly away I told my mother that this could only end badly and of course it did.
I feel so bad because he was my 'keet but my mother really liked him so I left him there when I moved. I just can't belive that she was so much more upset about the dog being hurt because she had to have her jaws pried open and had to be held down! SHE KILLED THE BIRD!! She should be in pain!!!
I really don't even want to speak to her anymore.


Rip ophelia the blue parakeet. You and Reggie can go fight in heaven now.
2004-2008



I haven't really been interested in wow lately. On the 12 I'm going to cancel it out so I can focus on moving and organizing and stuff... I just haven't had the motivation to raid or quest or anything beyond transmutes and auctioning things for addrines eventual mounts... I'm just so burnt out... Ugh
But I'm sure in a month ill be dying to go back lol.

I'm so excited to go to ikea again!! I have this huge list of things I want! Lol..

i feel the need to document the fact that I, hater of crotch droppings, am having teh baby rabies.
everyone in the fucking world is pregnant. srsly!!!!!
i just want to have sweet large eyebrowed chillins that i will ignore and feed mcdonalds like everyone else!!
jk. rly. no kids till im NOT feeding them mcdonalds or ignoring them!!

in other news... HOUSE!!!!!!!!! WEEE!!!!!!! yaaay!!

angel is visiting this weekend. she is black and sausagey. cisco will hump liberaly.

i went to petsmart today... picking up some natures miracle... and my mom and her dog...
they must have some damn good employees... they are the only place where i dont feel like rescuing every pig...
maybe 6 or 7 pigs in a huge parrot enclosure... carefresh... fresh oranges... hay... hidey houses... water... pellets!!!!
i dont know who did it... but someone must care about the pigs a whole lot :)
my mothers dog is a sausage now. so fat.
thats about it... since cisco is still gray.

ufgdjfhaafdskjmfksd
i googled that superasshole virginity taker because i had a dream about him.
hes missing a FRONT TOOTH. that looks so terrible.
he looks SO disgusting!!!!!!!!!!
im disgusted with myself that i googled him and looked at his facebook and contemplated adding him for shits and giggles.
to add? or not to add? that is the question?
i cant get over missing front tooth.
but im getting all sweaty and nervous just thinking about adding him... what the fuck is wrong with me?!

ah pins and needles. im 14 again... le sigh.
lets see if he responds...

edit:
srsly fuck you. ufgghghjk....

Work has been dicking me over lately with phones... They tell me to expect the phone on a certain day and it doesn't come and of course the customer is angry...
In other lulz I think I had sex with a virgin...
It included being fingered violently my boobs being bitten off and squeezed off... And the boy saying "let's do it"!!! WHO SAYS THAT??!!
Then we had 30 second sex. Now he messages me like I miss you when are we hanging out, suck my diiick...
No. Lackluster sex is not fun and you are so sexy but so creepy... Sigh I should post this to bad_sex!
... Especially since I almost got arrested too... Lol trying to get it on in the car in a farm parking lot..
Addrine is 55 or so now! Woo! Second highest toon! Kaliandra is 17 and of course seraph is still 70...heh

To start off with... I had a crazy dream that I was having sex with Dr Ray from Dr 90210 ... Creepy shit with his purple suits and boob fixation.
In other news its new years eve. Again. I've had this Lj too long. This year has been nuts!
I've worked at 5 places... Omg holy indecision! Petsmart, dog groomer who hated animals, the rug place for a day (assholes), the fucking convenience store out of necessity, and finally aaa! Which is where I am right now! Yay work... Not really.
I played too much wow this year. Got seraphicstar to 70 and went to Kara a few times... I just don't have time to raid :( I got addrine to 51 as of yesterday! I guess I don't play as much as some people though...
Chris moved. Then moved back. Then in with us lol.
Oh I got married! How do I forget that! I went on an amazing cruise with my amazing Justin!
We moved to this shithole apartment with little gray Cisco and my mother was so distraught she aquired little angel pup.
My life was nuts but still not that exciting.

So its almost Christmas...Le sigh... These past few weeks have been very strange I bought a new car (yay 99 saab 9 5) and had to bring it to the death repair shop because the horn didn't work... It was there 3 freaking times to have it done but now it is so yay! Then I had a tire explode on me omg not good... That got fixed and finally my car is good lol.
I also hung out with "desperate boy" aka 3 min boy lol it was just so bad but he was so hot... Then he blew me off on Saturday and I got drunk alone... /grumble and a few people made me realize a lot of things about myself yay for being an introspective drunk....
And now I'm at work. And I'm bored. And I don't want to be here anymore. And I want my presents! /stamp foot

yayayaya i finally changed my name with WoW after about a year... lol... had to fax in my freaking marriage cert to get them to change it...
at least if i get hacked i can prove that i own the account and i can have it back...
had some other *check* things this weekend too... lol... good times good times....
almost gettting arrested for "talking" in the car in the middle of nowhere... going 60 down some crazy backroads in some town i have never heard of (carlisle?!? wtf is that??)
i think thats all i have to say about that one lol.

reading old xangas.
omg loling so hard over "nikki" and the drama she caused. this chick was...
pregnant, breast cancer, dead, suicide, a manager at the xmas tree shops, had parents that were only 10 yrs older than her, and had never met anyone, oh and a pop star.
i really wish i knew who this chick was so i could ask her wtf is wrong with her. lol.

its late. or early depending on how you look at it.
im kinda pissed that i didnt know that 3eb was going to be in providence. fuck. another band to add to my "shit, id kind of like to see them live" list.
and i definately should go see hanson for a third time this year. lol
yesterday was cisco's 2nd birthday. i took him to go see little (who is not so little) angel. (my mothers dog) this dog is fucking mamoth... shes a maltipoo... which no one cares about because she was a rescue... but shes a sweet dog, a little under trained and a little hyperactive but shes still a puppy... anyway... mother says "im going to have to get rid of her if she bites me again"
well dont stick your fucking fingers in the dogs mouth when she has a tasty treat in it!! doh. lol.
so dogs played. found out the laptop i gave her needs a new cmos battery. ugh... me + opening laptops = potential hazard.
also found out that the tmobs is having a huge promo next weekend. so much for having black friday off and shopping >.<
in other news, diet is going ok. i just wish i wasnt so fing tired all the time... /sigh.
justin is sick and snoring... lol.
meh... time for bed maybe?

LOL catholic school memories just randomly popping up...
i had this crazy math teacher freshman year who went to "gonzaga" and thats all he fucking talked about.... pure gold right there.  he made us do projects with "nucalc" and it was always "student apreciation day" when he didnt want to teach.
we also learned to "just take care of it" if we needed to tinkle/do anything that involved leaving the room.
i was also his tech support like, twice. and it was scary.
he had an ibook. i was slightly jealous.
the combover was full of class as well.
MARTIN J COSTELLO, I SALUTE YOU. sorta.
but theres a whole facebook group dedicated to him and i lol'd very hard.

awww i miss high school kinna...

in other news, i have to go to get blood taken/scanned tommorow :( /scared....

... dear neighbors in 618,

you fucking suck. your spawn are fucking annoying. you let them run all around stomping like mad all day. my grandmother, who is way too tolerant of children even commented today. my pictures shake. die in a fucking blazing fucking inferno.

....dear neighbors who have the fucking stupid kid named "Skylar",
your fucking terrible SPO's. not only did you kill your guinea pig who lived on pine, and never had hay... then THROW IT IN THE TRASH... now you have kittens. 6 week old kittens. my limited knowledge of cat motherhood says that they should probably be at least 8 weeks to be away from mama. So you called my pigs rabbits durring the fire alarm... understandable... but then you follow up by saying "oh i left my two 6 week old kittens in the bathroom HA HA HA WHOOPS" is inexcusable. FIRE ALARM = POSSIBLE FIRE. lord knows your so fucking huge they could have been kept under your fucking huge down to your knees boobs or your huge pockets... but seriously... did i hear your kid ask "mommy are the kittens going to die??" kids that young shouldnt know that fire = death... (for the record, shes maybe 2/3? i dont know. shes annoying.)
also, telling your red headed kid to pet the "nice doggie" while hes pooping is NOT good parenting. HES POOPING. you dont know if this dog is mean/hates kids/hates you or anything!!

i suspect these two neighbors are the same. UGH.

he snuck into my domicile last night and made MEATYBALLS!! :)
i HATE the woman who did the loan we just opened. fucking useless bitch. took her like 2 hrs to do the paperwork with us, ended up calling justin SCOTT (Where do you get scott out of justin!!?????!!!11!) spelled my name wrong 6 times, and was just a general dumb bitch. grats tdbanknorth.
so... not to be a teeniebopper or anything... but Zac Efron is teh sex. srsly. /sigh
i feel too old for that but... im not old damnit!! i just work in a place with teh old and its getting to me!!
but chris might be working with me so :)! that would be nice/mildly exciting. at least i could trust someone else with the tmobs... lol
oh, and i got tmobs bracelets yesterday!! lol.
thats it... i guess

me justin and chris all went to the sweedish car day in boston today. holy crap. too many saab!!!!! there were SO MANY sweet 9k's there... so many classic verts... some sonnets... 96's, 93's, 99's.... ect... it was really nice. it was sunny, warm and in a beautiful park... and i got some goodies too... a zippyhoodie and some crazy long thing which will be used for whacking and a "born from jets" lanyard :)
driving in boston leaves A LOT to be desired unfortunately.
im kind of worried about pup... he has a scabby lump under his little puppychin... he had one before in the same spot but i dismissed it as just a scab... but its back. so im calling the vet in the AM... cant be to parinoid..
we have elephants who play DDR upstairs. i swear to god. fucking fat trash ass people....
i saw one woman outside with her child... who is no older than 4... swearing at her, screaming at her for tipping the pizza box the mother made her hold.
im kind of on the fence on wether i want to stay here another year +.... i hate moving and its hard to find a decent place that will accept little gray dogs... but... on the other hand... its fucking trashy and im pretty sure that section 8 is like, the norm. there are like, 4 or 5 really terrible families that ruin it for all the normal, decent people, and thats sad.
im so excited for my phone to be activated!!!!!!! yaaaay :)
oh we got a new couch too... so nice to have a real couch and not a fake one. its a hand-me-down but, its in awesome shape... and we know no one has died/peed on it... chris aunt gave it to us :) she hates me, but i guess she doesnt hate me THAT much... since she gave us the couch...
we also got to clean our floor with a nice carpet cleaner... floor no longer has tinkle stains.
i think thats it for today... so not looking forward to work >.<
on the bright side, madge (the receptionist) went on vacation last week and maybe she got me a pencil or something from st thomas. lol
OMG, thats right... I EXPLAINED "DO NOT WANT" TO THE 40 YR OLD LADY I WORK WITH. it was made of win. and lulz.

oh, j. timbs i love you. still. haha.
my dog is a tard... hes playing with his loofa....
oh so, creepy old men are to be avoided. this like, supposedly attractive, nice/hot/other adjatives whom promised me delicious naked fun, turned out to be, holyshit scary. now, i realized that this guy is 15+ years older than i (shattup. i like old men.) but spending your whole 45 minute "dunkies date" TALKING ABOUT YOUR TEN YEAR OLDS SOCCER GAMES AND TAXES.  offering to pay for dunkies, is a plus... but not when youve neglected to tell said date that oh btw, i have huge coke bottle glasses. and its not 1980, its 2007. oh, another big minus... was that he drove an acura integra... AUTOMATIC. you dont do that. that shit should be illegal.
so, he says we should find somewhere "quiet". my idea of quiet is scrabble. so im like, ok i will drive there myself... pop that shit into 3rd and yank the wheel the other way bc i was GTFO of there. fast.  he texted me after with "whatever."
i realize, im immature but srsly. i kept trying to be like, "oh my dog is SO HUNGRY" or like something so he would get the hint but nooo... i guess he was so old he couldnt hear me >.<
so, the guinea peegs is still fat. one is gray, one is brown.
i love my job. its so terrible, its good. people who cant understand the concept of MAIL IN REBATE. not so hard. you mail piece of box, they mail you cash. just because you have a very thick accent doesnt mean your brain doesnt work.
oh oh oh, my crackberry is AMAZRING. /snorgles.
oh and my SIL got to interview mike rowe. lucky. lucky. lucky. mike rowe is so hot. lol...

the dog has been chasing a small fly all day.
so yeah, things is good. i mean, as good as they can be ^_^
i got my blackberry *squee* its so awesome...! much better than my Palm... even if i cant make calls yet... haha... stupid employee plan >.<
my life is severely uninteresting. ugh.

so.. first and foremost. i have a real job now. its 9-5.. its dress shirts and pants... its..
selling cell phones??
so yeah. its for the great AAA. i really have nothing bad to say abt this job... people are awesome, i play with phones... i read tech blogs... i help crotchety old women...
i started/finished eclipse. zomg. love of edward/bella :)
harry potter... favorite part: "Not my daughter, YOU BITCH!" - mrs. weasley. hahaha.
WoW: seraph has been 70... still not keyed for kara... freakin BM (ha, story within itself?)
Justin: working for siemens (lawlerskaes) now... yaaay
dog: gray. as always... hes got floppy ears and a tail...
oh so were cape-ing this weekend!! yaay!! only bad part is cisco wont be comming :( hes going to stay with mama and Angel!! woo puppyweekend 07!

yay its my birthday.
i feel so... old...

harry potter 7... check.
9 hours of full on reading. thats dedication.

i promise i wont write anything about spoilers for at least a week. im just so surprised im already done... last time it took me about 48 hrs... lol.

from: msn

July 23, 2007 issue - I am at a party chatting with a woman I know slightly. As her young son squirms out of her embrace, she slips her hand under my shirt. She's not getting fresh with me. She's touching my tummy with her cold hand and asking me, in a concerned voice, "Why aren't you pregnant yet?" I smile, break free from her touch, and head to the food table to fill said empty belly with her brat's birthday cake.
I love children and definitely plan on having them. Maternal instinct is oozing out of my pores: I've infantilized my dogs; I've gotten down on my hands and knees at the park with babies I barely know. My marriage is wonderful and solid, and we are both blessed with good health. I've been a nanny, a teacher, a youth-group leader. I've taken childhood-development courses solely for the purpose of someday raising happy, balanced children. I have always looked forward to becoming a mother.

So why don't I have kids or even the inkling right now? It's because of you. Yes, you: the fanatical mothers of the world. It may seem like ages ago now, but you weren't always like this. You, too, were sneering at the obnoxious parents who brought their infants to fancy, adult, nighttime restaurants or R-rated movies and let them carry on, ruining things for other patrons. You've been terrible advertising for the club that you so desperately need others to join.

If you want me to join your ranks—and you've made it clear with your cold, clammy hands on my stomach that recruiting my uterus is of paramount importance to you—I need to set some ground rules.

First, please stop asking me when I'm going to get pregnant.

For all you know, I cannot have kids. For all I know, I cannot have kids, as I have not yet tried. But imagine how painful this line of interrogation would be if I had submitted to all kinds of procedures, only to come up empty-wombed. It would be emotionally devastating. Yet ever since the day after my wedding two years ago, I have fielded this question from the eye doctor, the dental assistant, my yoga teacher, the bagger at the grocery store. All of them feel entitled to ask. Don't. It's none of your business.

Next, don't completely abandon your own life and passions. You're setting a bad example for aspiring mothers-to-be like me.

I recently expressed my happiness over an achievement I had at work to a mother-friend of mine. She said, dripping with condescension, "Well, you don't know happiness until you've had a baby."

That's very possible, but don't rain on my parade, as I've never said to you, "Remind me, when you went to that expensive college you majored in diaper-rash prevention, right?"

I happen to love my job. It fulfills me in ways no other person—even a child—could. I learned through my own mother's example that the best lesson you can teach your kids is to pursue their passions. It's not selfish to have your own life. In fact, it's selfish not to.

Now let's talk a bit about manners, as in please teach your children some. The world has rules, and kids should learn them. And being well mannered does not infringe on their individuality and freedom.

I crouched to meet the eye line of an acquaintance's 4-year-old to greet her, and in response, she punched me in the face so hard my mouth bled. What was more baffling was the mother's reaction: nothing to the child, but to me she said very sternly: "You really shouldn't talk down to kids."

I also shouldn't be punched in the face by kids whose parents don't know how to set basic boundaries. Experiences like this don't exactly encourage me to hurry up and get pregnant.

Finally, don't make your kid an extension of your own narcissism.

No one could possibly love your kids as much as you do, so stop inflicting them on others. Don't bring your kid to adult parties when you're not sure if it's kid-friendly. If they didn't invite your kid, they don't want your kid there. If you don't want to get a babysitter, stay home.

My husband thinks some people, particularly mothers, behave in these ways because it helps them validate their own choices. But he doesn't truly understand how infuriating it is, and that's because nobody badgers men with questions about procreation.

Becoming a parent was your decision, and I am thrilled for you. All I'm asking is that you let me make that choice in my own time. And keep your hands off my belly.

So yeah. every day i hear, "so when are you going to have a baby?"
can i say "never" without some backward ass person saying "OMG U NEED BABIES TO FULFILL U LIFE!" while their little crotchdroppings scream "mommymommymommy I WANT ICECREAM!"
i have at least 20 years to go before i litteraly cant have "omg baby"
that brings up another thing. people look down on me like crazy because im "omg 20" and im "omg married" and "omg u should never get married men are scum and you will get divorced and be unhappy and end up without any babies!" i dont care. i cant possibly have the mental capacity to understand what i want in life... and understand what love actually is. fuck you all, seriously. just because you made hideous mistakes with your disgusting men, doesnt mean i did automaticly.

no babies. fuck the people that say i shouldnt have gotten married. because they were the same people recoiling in horor because i lived with a guy.

so, in my utter boredom at work I'm re-reading "twilight" and "new moon"
just found out the new book comes out a few days after my birthday... yaaay!
other than that, nothing too exciting going on...
mother is looking for a dog... im looking for a car... oh and im getting new glasses with cute rhinestones on the sides...
i want a new body style jetta (99+)or a saab vert... idk if i have enough for insurance for the vert tho... :(
i dont know if i have enough credit for loan either!!!! !!
i havent had much time to WoW lately... blah...
i have had time however, at work, to start writing fic again... been a long time since ive written at all.. wow... like... 2 years... it involves trolls and warcraft and no im not showing anyone... its pretty poorly written...
its in the style of ADD. lol. jump jump jump... much like this entry!
oh but seraph is 70 now, has been for like 2 weeks, still no kara key... fucking shadow labs... hubbys char is like 65 still, lol... poor chapura...
we still dont have AC... and its officially 100 here. my dog is going to cook... :( im having guinea pig flambe for dinner btw.
so... i think it would be kind of hot to be in love with a vampire... oh <3 of the romanticized version of vampires... lol. ok so maybe just edward cullen.
ok... so i guess ive wasted enough time... this has been the longest 45 minutes of my life btw...

A - Act your age?: 19
B - Born on what day of the week?: thursday
C - Chore you hate?: folding laundry ew.
D - Dad's name?: Joe
E - Essential makeup item?: eyeliner
F - Favorite actor?: jake glleyhall... mm.. or zomg jason bateman!
G - Gold or silver?: silver
H - Hometown?: worcester, its a good catch all
I - Instruments you play?: recorder!
J - Job title?: minion.
K - Kids?: z e r o. unless you count the fuzzy ones
L - Living arrangements?: the hubby and i, tophs, pups, peegs
M - Mom's name?: Tina
N - Number of people you've slept with?: 9. god damnit.
O - Overnight hospital stays?: ze-ro
P - Phobia?: dirt. smelling bad.
Q - Quote you like?: "So live like you mean it And love til you feel it It’s all that we need in our lives" - Goo goo dolls, "before its too late"
R - Religious affiliation?: haha. none.
S - Siblings?: 2 half siblings that i know about
T - Time you wake up?: whenever is demanded of me.
U - Unique habit?: i dont know, what the hell is that
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat?: cauliflower or some other equally bad veggie
W - Worst habit?: biting my cuticles... ew
X - X-rays you've had?: looll, tons. teeth, thumbs, ankles...
Z - Zodiac Sign?: Leo! ROAR!!


If I were a stone, I would be: a mark henry allexanderite. dont ask... people making a big deal abt it on the cruise... lol
If I were a bird, I would be: parakeet
If I were a machine, I would be: ice cream maker.
If I were a tool, I would be: screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: something pink
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny with a few fluffy clouds
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: maive shadowsong... she counts right? haha
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: umm... i dont know
If I were an animal, I would be: felboar?
If I were a color, I would be: red :)
If I were an emotion, I would be: retarded.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: corn
If I were a sound, I would be: music
If I were an element, I would be: rain... lol
If I were a car, I would be: 2007 lime green saab 9-3 aero

If I were a song, I would be: a lot of them.
If I were a food, I would be: wrights chicken farm
If I were a place, I would be: a little stone house in the countryside of england outside of a small village...
If I were a material, I would be: silk
If I were a taste, I would be: strawberries

If I were a religion, I would be: my own.
If I were a word, I would be: hopeless...
If I were an object, I would be: my phone

If I were a body part I would be: hands, hands are so underrated...
If I were a facial expression I would be: smileyfrown
If I were a subject in school I would be: psychology. lol
If I were a shape I would be: octagon
If I were a number I would be: 9
If I were a month I would be: end of sept. beginning of oct..
If I were a day of the week I would be: wed. that odd day out.
If I were a time of day i would be: sunset...
If I were a direction I would be: southeast
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a comfy leather chair that you just sink into...
If I were a sin I would be: sex. oh such a good sin!
If I were a historical figure I would be: no idea, lol
If I were a liquid I would be: peach schnapps
If I were a method of death I would be: you know in seven when that chick gets fucked to death? yeah, that, without the sharp object.

Date: July 15 2004
name on birth certificate: Christina Marie
nicknames: Chrissy, wii, wheet, sticks
birthday: August 5 (pRESENTS!!)
school: noppeeee done with that shit
e-mail: seraphicstar@gmail.com
eyes: hazel
hair: brown
height: 5'5ish
when is your bedtime?: hahahaaa
flown on a plane: a month ago!
ever been so drunk you blacked out: nah
told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yes
put a body part on fire for amusement: yes
kept a secret from everyone: no, i have a big mouth
wanted to hook up with a friend?:yes
cried during a movie?: yeah, all the time
ever thought an animated character was hot?: oh jesus christ, pixles are some of the best things ever!!!!! i have a list 5 miles long!
been on stage: yeah, few plays, chorus concerts
cut your own hair: long time ago
had a crush on a teacher? yeah, lol, mr zygjai


FAVES
fave shampoo: garnier... lol
fave color: pink
day/night: night
summer/winter: autumn
lace or satin: Satin.
fave cartoon character: illidan, kael'thalas, all kinds of people from wow lore, i guess they count as cartoons right? lol
fave food: wrights chicken farm
fave movie: the departed? lol
fave drink: Mountain Dew
fave sport: ddr.
fave car: SAAB!

RIGHT NOW
wearing: robe and shit
drinking: nothing
thinking about: need new job...
listening to: ims... dash
worn jeans: yesterday
met someone new online: while ago
done laundry: no not yet... i gotta do that tho
drove a car: yesterday, baas is chillin in the lot... lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
yourself: no
your friends: yes
destiny/fate: yes
angels: yes
ghosts: yes
UFO's: sure
God: yes

FRIENDS AND LIFE
do you ever wish you had another name?: yes, i hated my name for the looongest time and i wanted to change it. now i realize its not so bad...
do you like anyone?: yeah, what kind of question is that?
which 1 of your friends acts the most like you?: justin i guess.
who have you known the longest of your friends: chris
are you close to any family members?: none, nope, uh-hu
who do you hang around the most?: chris, justin

so right now things kinna suck. i ended up taking a shitty job at a convenience store (clerks ftw!) to pay the rent for the time being...
ive been applying new places like crazy... so... hopefully by the end of june i have a GOOD job! it just feels like im perpetually looking for a job... blah... i dont want to have to do that... if my plan works out i would really really like to go to grooming school in the fall... thats right... puppywashin'. the place im looking at is really nice, 2 days a week at night... for 2 semesters. so i could be at said good job for a year + and then... PUPPYCLIPPINS!!!
i feel like such a waste though... i work at this shitty job... its like... a black hole. i feel like i should be doing so much more with my life... its been 2 years since i graduated... and... everyone is still at college, and im not. comparatively, im a failure.

wedding pics are up!!! (well, proofs!)
www.thirdeyeimage.photoreflect.com
click on castell lorusso on the right side...
password is 5-12-07

the wedding itself was awesome!! everyone had a ton of fun, food was good... not a lot of family drama... twas nice :)
honeymoon got off to a rough start (we had no luggage for two days!!) but it was awesome after that... aruba... curaco... st martin... st thomas and of course puerto rico... pics are being uploaded now :) (http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=0AYtXLZm4YtmLjY)
then of course i got to go home and see puppy!! yaaay!
so then i started a new job... subsequently got told i sucked at sitting and watching... so now i have to find one asap... otherwise rent will not get paid :( blah.

so stress is now my middle name. its 2 days before supposedly the happiest day of my life.. and... shit should not be happening like this.
so after a terrible day at work, the bitchboss giving me constant crap about nothing... refusing to let me have the freaking day before my wedding off... i leave early, go to an interview... land a brand new job!
it was like i took off a parka and ski pants.
i refuse to go tommorow, she can diaf, take a hike, whatever... bathe your own dogs.
so starting 2 days after i come home i work in a cozy little office with 3 other women... more pay, more yay. lol.
so besides that, i havent really been thinking of much else... time to switch gears to omgwtfbbq wedding in 48 hrs...

wow. seriously. Today is Hanson day #10 for me. 10 years of being a fan... 10 years of ridiculously diluted fantasies of stealing Taylor and having his babies....

anyway. I was 10 when middle of nowhere came out; I wasn’t into popular music at all beyond the oldies music that my father played for me. I was at one of his friends houses during the summer of 97. I had just moved away from everything I had ever known, and I was dreading school at the end of the summer. I was introduced to Hanson by my father’s friend’s daughter, son and one of their friends. I instantly fell in love with their catchy songs, cute faces, and of course, the fact that they were roughly my age (!!) We used to listen to Middle of Nowhere in her obscenely blue bedroom, dancing along and singing our hearts out. We often "played" Hanson, pretending to play instruments and talking about forming a band of our own... our specialties were "yearbook" and "where’s the love". I was always relegated to play Ike... I guess by default... she got to be Taylor because she was the oldest, and therefore had more influence... her younger brother was always Zac. I remember getting the MON Cd for my birthday in August, along with my first big-girl cd player.
I listened to that cd nonstop. It got me through my first months at a new school, where I was that weird Hanson girl with the awkward looking face... I remember watching the Christmas special on ABC at my fathers friends house.... sitting 5 inches away from the TV on a dirty rug... singing along with every song... almost in tears because we were so excited! For Christmas that year I got TT&MON, and a big poster, and I was allowed to get those early... mostly because my mother was excited about getting them for me! I remember watching TT&MON at my grandmother’s house in the early evening... and not being able to be ripped away for any reason. I was just entranced by them. The poster went up immediately, it was the first one I ever had!
During this next year, Hanson was like my constant. School was terrible, it was a small class and everyone had already established their own cliques and the like... and I was the outsider... I remember getting the Snowed In cd in March of 98, and it was Christmas in March for me! I annoyed my mother so much with that :) In May I got the 3cg cd, roughly around when it came out... and that’s when my mother surprised me... she had heard on the radio that Hanson was going to be near our house, in concert the end of June.... (!!!) I HAD to go, this was not an option!! She sat by the phone (before the days of ticket master online... wow...) and obtained two tickets, way in the back... for June 26 (I think...) at the now tweeter center in Foxboro ma :) I was EXTATIC!!! When that day rolled around I was decked out in my best sparkly nail polish and armed with tapes for the car ride down. When I got there I got myself a shirt, a lanyard, and a tour program. This was my first concert and I didn’t know what to expect... it was terrible... I could barely hear them above the screaming girls... but I was more than excited to be there! At the time, I had AOL and... Of course... had MMMBOP on my buddy list... because of course... someone who loved Hanson that much HAD to have them on!!! (Sometimes I wonder what they would have thought if they saw MMMBOP508 iming them... yes... that was my AOL sn... lol)
    again for Christmas of 98 I got the live from albertane cd and the road to albertane vhs... and again... I watched them nonstop! I believe it was Hanson day of 99 that I "celebrated" for the first time :)
around the middle of 98 to beginning of 99... All my friends decided it was uncool to listen to Hanson... and backstreet boys and nsync were much cooler... so... I went along with them :( Hanson was "uncool" in my book... down came all the posters... away went the cds... and I was a boy band fan...
in April of 2000, I finally had regular internet access... and where did I go... but... hansonhotel.com! I found out that they had a new cd coming out... I was stoked! I was finally proud again of my fanson status! (I still liked the bsb and nysnc... just... I liked Hanson too...) I remember watching (and taping) the making the video for tta... Taylor seductive look from above the piano in the beginning anyone? hehe... This was around the time when I watched TRL constantly... mostly for them :) I remember getting the cd the day it came out with my grandma... everything about that cd was so perfect for me... (I still think it is...) and the lyrics were so amazing... I remember getting at the Fillmore as my FIRST DVD... my giant leap into the 21 century.... heheh...
over the next few years I started high school... it was exceedingly rough for me... I was extremely shy and increasingly depressed... in June of 02 I was raped... I remember remarking later that it was the same day that Taylor was married... Listening to Hanson, and linkin park (yes I know... not Hanson...) helped me through that time... I felt that since they were so young... maybe that some of the things I was going through were things that they could relate to... knowing that helped me immensely.
That summer I met a wonderful boy... and of course he didn’t like Hanson. It didn’t matter because he was just what I needed at the time :) He really liked the goo goo dolls... and... So did I :) until 2004 I pretty much ignored Hanson... I remember hearing that Taylor was having babies... and keeping up with appearances when I thought of it... at least online :)
when underneath came out, I bought it the first day it was out. I convinced wonderful boy that "penny and me" was a good song (big victory on my part!) so we listened to that song a lot. I remember driving around in my red corolla listening to that cd... it was a better depression therapy than any psychologist could ever provide... just me.. and the road... and Hanson. I remember wonderfulboy was going to take me to see Hanson in concert again... but I guess we both kind of forgot about it :(
2005-2006 were spent relatively Hanson-less... I met my now current fiancé...(were getting married in less than a week... OMGG!!) and in February of 2007 I found out that Hanson was going to be in new haven... I hadn’t really even thought of Hanson in a long while... and I made a passing remark that I would like to go...
one week before the show I remembered they were going to be there... and my fiancé says... oh yeah I have tickets were going... I went right back to 11 years old... jumping up and down and screaming!!! I procured myself a copy of "the walk" (yes im buying it for real when it comes out... shhhh) and I could not believe what an amazing cd it was!! I also was so excited because he was going to take me... the concert was amazing... to say the least!
Now, 10 years later... I am still a fanson. Im still a little crazy and I still jump up and down and scream every now and again... and every so often I say "I can’t believe how old I am" (im 20 for the record... lol) and that I can’t believe that ive liked them for 10 whole years. there music has mean SO much to me... helped me through so many rough times... im really in debt to them and their music... I still think its cool that were roughly the same age... roughly the same life stage... their like my best friend’s ive never met... hehe... now that this has passed into the tl;dr area... ill wrap up by saying that... Hanson is awesome. and im really really proud that ive converted my ex-boyfriend/roomie into being a Hanson fan with "the walk"! yay!
THE END... or is it? (Of course it isn’t... I plan on being a fanson FOREVER!)

people bother me. mostly bitches who think that they know eveeeerrryyythiiinngg. well, thats great, you dont... fuck off.
i hate children. snot nosed crotch droppings... ugh. sorry, their gross. sure their cute before they can talk... thats when they start asking you to buy things and throwing tantrums in the store... no thank you.
i really really hate people who are all proud of their kids... and pretty much let them take over their lives... ei email addresses of "ILUVMUHBEBBEH!!" or "mommy2sevenhundredkids" or "mattismybaby" or even "mommy2trevor69" (srsly, what is up with the 69 at the end... ew)
no kids for me. ever. i like my money and sanity.

<- hate life.
i am too poor to be on the intarwebs. pretty much.
prostitution here i come!

oh in other news.... arrested development is such a genus fucking show. oh... jason bateman? oh yes... oh yes oh yes oh yes.

today i found out that i am trashy.
just because we cannot afford the superuberrich apartment. the dood called us trashy.
i found out that i like a boy that will nevereverevereverevereverver like me.
boys only like girls because they get naked.
the other boy i like wont talk to me.

oh i have a job.


oh and Jake Gyllenhaal is a god. jenna malone too...
<3 celebrities.

no im not kidding.
the concert was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G  
really... it was really like an emotional experience for me...
all those songs that mean so much to me <3
and not to mention that... taylor spews fucking sex from every pore in his body...
i was about 5 ft away from them at one point and oh god... at the risk of sound like im 12... FUCKING HOT.
taylors hair is love. lol.
and so i leave you with

so, yesterday... i resigned myself to the fact that skinny white preppy boys are love.
so much for being a hardass. lol. ok... so i never was.
i really cant belive that im going to see hanson again tonite... after like what... 9ish years as a fanson... :-D i saw them once in '98 but... that sucked monkey ass.

so the week... so far.
monday was boring...
tuesday was exciting... in a one word summary. having a lot of mixed feeling right now about it however... not bad things... just... confusion. basicly to the fact that i am quite the loser and i will never grow out of the loser phase and i give all kinds of little pieces of my heart away to people and never get them back. (damn them. DAMN THEM!!!)
but hey... wait... shouldnt the real boy have a say in this? he does and he doesnt care...
i like this stage in our relationship :) a lot. because i dont think i can be a faithfull wii otherwise... im just polyamorus at heart. /sigh
but then theres still those pesky questions... ah pesky pesky.
and i keep thinking about him.... /stab self... /stab self... im so hopeless. i want SO bad to be one of those girls where i can just fuck and not have it matter so much... and usually it doesnt but oh god this time it hurts :( /wrists. i dont know what to say and i dont know whats going on and i dont know how to find out because im completely socialy inept. so yet again... i keep my mouth shut.
boys are dumb. and cryptic.

okis... no more emo.

my mother is crazy. /scream.

i had a dream about a character in a book last night. wow. a really hot dream too. ah... edward cullen... if he really existed... hed give some really good rough fucking i bet :p well... if he wasnt a vampire and all... and stuff.

oh and taylor fucking hanson. i dont care if natalie will slice me in half. i want that boy. dont care. :p

new hanson cd is really good btw. seems that every cd that comes out is still real good. well... except underneath. i didnt really like that cd. so... ok... i just REALLY like this new cd.

oh and i was talking to chris last night about being old. we are fucking old. ive known him for 5 years. and everyone said we wouldnt be friends when we broke up... pssshhh... weve been "just friends" for just as long as we dated. (and i say just friends in quotes because wel... lol.... obvious.) im going to be 20 this year. in relation to hanson... i started liking hanson when i was 10. they were 12, 14, and 17 i think... im now 20 and theyre 21, 24, and... 27? maybe? idk. were old. end of story.

so...  yay... bittorrent let me download the hanson cd. win!
yes... after 9/10 years i still like them. lol. <3
anyway... interview at a place that would be very nice to work at today.... not like "we like to abuse animalsland"... more like a "we feed animals correctly and are niceland"
so hopefully i get that...
supposedly hanging out with someone tommorow. (vauge much?) and im rather on the fence about it. last week when we had plans i was on the fence for a compleetely different reason... but now due to my UBERSLEUTH googling skills...
but honestly, its none of my business. and i tend to think i should give the benefit of the doubt to said person.... cuz uhh... yeah... shit like that doesnt really come up in normal conversations....
oh so i have a cherrytap too. wtf.
wedding invites will be going out like... soon. yay.

i hate being 978 miles away from my bbfl. (yes. bffl.) in the last almost 5 years ive NEVER gone this long without seeing his round little face. i even miss him smoking butts at me. loud music. everything.
last few weeks have been blah. no job. friends too far away. not losing any weight. car being a whore.
oh yeah and my mother.... stupidest woman alive award pls.

my druids still 63... im even a failure at wow... ok so maybe not... i just havent been playing >.<

oh and i forgot. its liferuiners birthday. thank you liferuiner for burning this date into my mind... ty so much!
ive been thinking about that "incident" more and more lately. every time i get so sick and i feel like death... its terrible. i dont think its ever going to go away either... which is the bad part. congrats liferuiner... i really hope hes proud of what he did...  becasue karma is a bitch, worse than anything i could ever do to him. /evil laugh.

time for oatmeal.

"WEDDING INVITATIONS ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE INSIDE ENVELOPES!!! WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ALL THE AUNTS CALL AND COMPLAIN ABOUT LACK OF INSIDE ENVELOPES?!?!?!?!?!" - mother.

for the record. who fucking cares about inside envelopes and a piece of tissue paper???

what the hell is wrong with my mother? oh wait... shes drunk nevermind. lol.

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 5

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 5

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 11

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 6

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 3

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG
Total so far: 4

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x ) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
( x) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 6

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
() Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 1

( x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 7

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
() Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
() Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 0

( ) Independence Day
(x ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 2

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 7

( ) X-Men
( ) X2
( ) X-3
( ) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 6

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 3

( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 3

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
( ) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far:

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
( x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 3

( ) High Tension
(x ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Hook
( ) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( x) Waterworld
Total so far: 2

( x) Kill Bill vol 1
( x) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( x) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 3

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 6

( ) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(x) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
Total so far:1

My total: 84


so that was a waste of time. lol.

sometimes i really wish i could fuck up my life on purpose.
in other news:

yes that is news.
i cant belive i am that old... i remember being a wee child and thinking he was teh sex. (he was born in '89, i am allowed.) now he is still teh sex and im thinking god damnit where is teh cock! (making me feel like a slightly dirty old woman >.<) i am so a fangirl.... fawning over mr. edward cullen too... (new moon, twilight ftw) blood elves? them check too lol.

i heard a song on my ipod i hadnt heard in a while... causing me to want to do things with someone i did things with back then. causing me to tell him. causing him to want to do things to me that he did then too. causing me then to read lj entries...
remembering when...
my vagina was likened to the ps2.
i worked at price chopper (?!)
i had a car named pongo
i drove a corolla.
i got bitten by justin
i went insane with the doing people
i wanted to roll an undead (WTF SERIOUSLY WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!?)
i was graduating hs
ahhh the good old days.

ho hum. so pretty much, im finally going to try to get rid of my extreem obesity. i joined weight watchers (with the justin for support) and im pretty sure this can actually happen. ive been reading just so many positive things about it and how many people that have had so much more weight to loose than I do. people going from 400lbs to like 150, which seems rediculous but you know, i think im finally ready. i have a new job which is great! i play with puppys all day at petsmart's doggy daycamp :) justin is going to be getting a new job and we are eventually (6ish months) going to move out of here! /hurah! me, the pants, twopigs and justin :) i cant belive all the fancy charts, excell sheets, palm programs and such for weight watchers! it was kind of rough last week dealing with the lack of amount of food but you know what? thursday i had mcdonalds and was inside my count, how fucking sweet is that? obviously im not going to do that every day but seriously, having the ability to eat ff is sometimes good enough. so hopefully with the support of justin, pants, and twopigs i can loose all the weight i want to.
cw: 238
lw: ??
gw: 138
tg: 100

oh and i got my first warning in wow, lol. spamming /chicken in ironforge on a character named buttssecks. nope, not about the name, about the /chicken. LMFAO.
i also have a character named chknfker now. wtf is wrong with me. /life quit. lol.

100 Things You Didn't Need to Know About Me.....

1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
arbor mist... newyears!

2. Do you follow college football?
ugh no

3. How many miles does your car have on it?
146,000 <3 saab <3 saab!!!

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what did it say?
justin, about finding the dog

5. When was the last time you went swimming in a pool?
oh god... ah... last march? in florida?

6. Are you happy?
no im fucking hungry!

7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
petsmart for dog toys lol

8. How do you feel about your hair?
its ok, its better than it was before!

10. Last thing you said?
something about the evil fucker. grrr no love for him ever.

11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
i wish i was eating.

12. Last time you drank alcohol?
you already asked that.

13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
tiffany bracelet and necklace... my purdyful rings :)

14. AIM or MSN?
trillian. i have all three because you forgot yahoo

15. What classes are you taking?
wtf. school.

16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
abt 36+

17. What is your favorite brand of makeup?
ah... idk... stuff i already have

18. Favorite football team?
ah lets say